and that's why I no longer go camping, that and a wolf tried to mount me

if your standing underneath a light and it goes out, does it mean your going to die? what if its a regular occurrence is that worse?
btw, im talking about walking underneath many fluorescent lights, you know the ones that last for aggges, and then as i walk past one goes out.
im pretty sure it goes back on after a while... when im gone of course.


death = nap + forever

i cant ride my bike with no handle bars.

i was thinking and i decided that most humans probably do have close to 9 lives, whether they know it or not
perhaps that time you just broke in time to avoid that fatal collision, if only you had of left the house 1 second earlier, or driven 3ks faster, who knows.
sometimes its less obvious and sometimes its more obvious
from day to day things like crossing the road, maybe 30seconds b4 you crossed a hoon came screaming around the corner and ran the red light, you nearly died and you'll never know, makes it hard to keep count of your nine lives

and ergo, you should not be afraid to die, you should live life to the fullest for you are not in control-
fate is, and fate will decide who exists at the same time as you, the people you meet, the people you fall in love with. fate is not set in 28 day concrete, fate presents us with opportunities and lets us decide which of those we chose to advance and embark on. you will never know how much the small decisions can change your life, there are many many things you will not know so relax and let fate guide you, like one of a billion stars in space

where do they get all the hospitals to film all the hundreds of hospital tv dramas. perhaps maybe is there a town somewhere that built too many hospitals due to a clerical/administrative error so now they lease them to hollywood. or does hwood just rent out a floor in a hospital somewhere, because its not like theres a bed shortage or a health crisis or anything

heres a list of a few shows which are still running.

# Scrubs (2001–present)# Doc (2001-2004) Nip/Tuck (2003–present)# Medical Investigation (2004–2005)# House, M.D. (2004–present)# Grey's Anatomy (2005–present)# Inconceivable (2005)# 3 lbs (2006)# Saved (2006)# Heartland (2007)# General Hospital: Night Shift (2007-present)# Private Practice (2007–present)# Mental (2009-present)# Royal Pains (2009-present)# HawthoRNe (2009-present)#All Saints (1998–present)

selflove

I had 10 minutes free before i was scheduled to go to bed and while i could have performed self love i instead chose to squeeze black heads on my body

eclipse

shadow on earth due to eclipse

things that induce tears of joy upon my person

- listening to daft punk alive album. and remembering being there

- pogo - digitalism - anywhere - anytime

- thinking of my beloved dog spike

- thinking of the one i love




in that order