Father
i never realised how much i am like my father. considering i havnt lived with him for more then a week since the divorce in about 2002 it is surprising.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
These 2 Hearts
2 Hearts
when i was younger, really young, towards the end of primary school, my moms and older sisters friends used to say i would have all the girls chasing me and be breaking hears when i got older.
i never believed them. why would i want girls chasing me.
but at the time although i didnt understand how much the opposite sex was going to effect my emotions and actions, being somewhat logical i was kind of pleased, i trusted them that this was a good thing. as i was at the age where i had a couple crushes.
all through high school i didnt believe them. perhaps it was the school i went to but all the girls i was attracted to wernt in my circles or my type of person. noone were chasing me or not doing a very good job. any girls that did show interest i didnt like in that way and remained friends. and i began to forget about what they had said.
until now. until i went to europe for 2 months and met some amazing people. now i know what they are talking about, not that i have hundreds of girls running after me, but about the breaking hearts thing - maybe its just because girls fall in love, or think they do, and get attached more easily then i do to them. zzzz
etc
etc.
malcom in the middle
my butt is sweaty, it just needs to air out, the trailer
- parenting 101: im not getting up again, if that monster wants to suck out your brain you just let it and go back to sleep
Sunday, March 27, 2011
sundaynight/mondaymorning
less then 7 hours till i start work and 6 until i have to get up.
listening to the radio dept, from sweden, as recommened by AnnKat.
dont know what i want to do. not feeling that motivated to do sport, drink not much really.
didnt eat well today. inteneded on eating some eggs for dinner but forgot about them and they exploded. really feel like taking photos and spending eternity in lying on my back floating the sea.
am i too young for full time engineering work? am i too immature? i dont know. i think i will push through and try it out, give it a fair go, if not just for the the money which will provide me with numerous travelling oportunities.
i mean, will i ever be mature enough and ready for full time work? i dont know, but i would expectthe answer to be yes, eventually. so why not live life while i can, before i get old and bored with it all. before the point of inevidable marrige and kids.
at least i know i have the option of just leaving everything and doing what i want, is that career suicide though? what if i want to go back? which i will.
then again i was studying with 30+yos who did that exact thing.
ok, 2 years with UGL and frequent holidays and then i will re assess. check my options for working in europe or other. who knows, maybe i wont be here by then, maybe noone will be here by then. if thats the case the, oh well, ive enjoyed it.
Friday, March 18, 2011
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