less then 7 hours till i start work and 6 until i have to get up.
listening to the radio dept, from sweden, as recommened by AnnKat.
dont know what i want to do. not feeling that motivated to do sport, drink not much really.
didnt eat well today. inteneded on eating some eggs for dinner but forgot about them and they exploded. really feel like taking photos and spending eternity in lying on my back floating the sea.
am i too young for full time engineering work? am i too immature? i dont know. i think i will push through and try it out, give it a fair go, if not just for the the money which will provide me with numerous travelling oportunities.
i mean, will i ever be mature enough and ready for full time work? i dont know, but i would expectthe answer to be yes, eventually. so why not live life while i can, before i get old and bored with it all. before the point of inevidable marrige and kids.
at least i know i have the option of just leaving everything and doing what i want, is that career suicide though? what if i want to go back? which i will.
then again i was studying with 30+yos who did that exact thing.
ok, 2 years with UGL and frequent holidays and then i will re assess. check my options for working in europe or other. who knows, maybe i wont be here by then, maybe noone will be here by then. if thats the case the, oh well, ive enjoyed it.
